These feelings of being attacked went on for a very long time. Eventually I decided to confide in my husband about what had been going on. I told him about these mental attacks and how I felt things rushing up on me and getting in my face. He did a cleansing on our house that night. And things did ease for a while. I finally managed to get some much needed sleep and that alone was really nice.
About three months ago I was taking a bath; all was well until it came time to get out of the tub. Once again I “saw” a man. Not the young man like before, but an old man who looked like he had been going through chemo or something. His skin was blue and he was looking at me the way a lustful person would look at someone. Needless to say it scared me, and I scrambled to put my clothes on all the while trying to convince myself the he was not really there but just my imagination messing with me because I was in a vulnerable position. Just as I managed to pull my pants up and started to reach for the door, the breaker blew in the fuse box. The lights in the house were gone and I was, for one brief moment in the dark room with this “imagined” thing. I ran out of that room so fast and sat on the couch while my husband was trying to get the breaker to turn back on. It took me a bit to tell him about the experience. If the first guy was real exactly what is it that makes me think this guy was any less real? And was this guy responsible for the blown breaker in some way? It was probably just coincidence but un-nerving just the same.
Not long ago I got a better online connection, I decided to get onto the house web site and listen to their EVP’s and compare voices of what I recorded at the house and what they had gotten from the same house. I did not find any similar voices but I did find an EVP that directly correlates to the fore mentioned dream. They have an EVP of a man saying, “They’ll swallow your soul”. This kind of confirms my belief that I was being threatened. That those feelings were not just a product of paranoid imagination there was much more to it.
Last week while watching T.V. with my youngest daughter I had another visitor. It was a girl my guess at age is around 10 or 11 years old. I tried to ignore her, I tried to shake her from my mind but in the end I ended up just telling her no.
I am not, nor have I ever been psychic. I should not be seeing these things. I don’t know if all of these beings I have encountered are just from the house, or if the house has had some bizarre effect on me.
This last experience led me to my friends on a Paranormal Forum. Many of them are in their own paranormal groups, and know many people in this world of ours. One of my friends there contacted a very well know, respected Demonologist for me and told him of the house and my predicament, He knew of the house well, knew many who had gone into it and came out with many problems. He gave me advice on how I should deal with the things I was experiencing, including getting a blessing then having my house blessed several times.
During this time, those stupid symbols kept running in my head, and although I did not want to continue thinking about this house, I couldn’t help but start lining them up and making sense of them. All the pieces seemed just to be falling into place as much as I discouraged myself from thinking about them.
In these symbols I kept running across Mars/the Sun God. If you were a very negative energy would you want to be known as anything less than a god? I’m guessing you wouldn’t. If you wanted to convey what/who you were to a human and you were evil, which human known god would be best? The god of Mars, the god of war, strength, chaos, this is who you would use. This is what this mythological god was known for.
The scratches, other than the one that said ‘HAHA’ were mostly found in threes that I saw. This would be a way of mocking the Holy Trinity.
The god of Mars also used a Sallie. This was what one would call his priest. They would gather followers.
There was a nail thrown at an investigator in the basement. This is also mocking the crucifixion.
You may not see the same connections that I see in those simple things. But you will have to decide for yourself and maybe you will come to the same conclusion as I have.
Not long after all of this, I had another upsetting visit. I was up late, it was about to turn 3 a.m. and I was watching a show on the television. I heard something in my kitchen that got my attention. Then this thing rounded the corner into the room I was in. I would describe to you what it looked like, but honestly it scared me to the point where I must have blocked the image almost immediately after the event. Whatever this thing was, I can tell you it was not human. I have never been so terrified in my life. It was angry, maybe because I shared my story, maybe because I was considering contacting whomever it would take to get an exorcism done at the house. All I know is it scared me to the point of taking my rosary to bed and every other place I went for three weeks. I burned sage in my house while saying the Our Father, and I never want to see that thing again in my life.
My advice to anyone who wants to go into this house is Don’t Go. I was/am showing classic signs of Demonic Oppression because I went. I am working through these things the best I can. I have a support team that I thank for everything. I know the story you were told about the house. That is what led me to it. There are things there, many things; things that should not be tampered with.
This is my story, factual but I have no evidence to back it. You can choose to believe it or not.
Susanne
S&G Paranormal
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